fRom the 4 coRneRs of my mind II

i don’t religiously read my horoscope.

LEO (Jul 21-Aug 20):  Do not allow a small setback to upset you unduly and do not abandon your efforts, indeed redouble them. Your lucky numbers are 19 and 37. Do not allow your social life to take precedence over your personal and family life. Beware of thinking you have little or nothing more to learn on a subject. Be consistent.

today i did. nailed it to a tee. just when i was to give up, i’m being told to redouble my efforts, by what else, a broadsheet. i should be aware too of thinking that i have little or nothing more to learn on a subject

i don’t know why i listen to this drivel.

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since i have short term memory loss at the worst instances, i’d like to post this now for posterity’s  sake.

i will never ever forget that i made jr bust a groove on the dance floor, next to elmer whatshislastname. that, and that he actually dragged me back to the dance floor so that he could teach me to ’swing’. swing, as in the ballroom dance, swing!! haha. who would have thought?! to think that i was thinking of skipping the party.

babe don’t get mad if i told you the party sucked. didn’t want you to think that i was having great fun with lawyers when you aren’t around. for whatever it’s worth, i did ask you if you wanted to join us but you were in a lawyer’s meeting. i’m not sure if you still peek in once in a while but if you do get to read this, don’t get mad ok? i don’t wanna argue anymore. *kiss*

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May na gawa ba akong masama? Nakasimangot ka na dyan, baka nagselos ka na naman. Kinausap lang sandali di ka na ngumingiti. Di ka pa nagsasawa dyan, mahabang paliwanagan

Wag ka nang magtatanong kung di ka maniniwala. Paulit ulit na di ka pa nagsasawa
Pangungulit, magagalit, biglang magsusungit. Sinasabi ko naman sayo

You go that right babe, na LSS ako. Was having so much listening to this song in the car kanina. Yes, you are laging masungit. And laging matapang sa kin. That’s why we’re always fighting, we’re the exact opposite yet we’re kind of the same. It’s like yeng wrote the song with us in mind. 

After all the stops and starts, it all boils down to this. Return to the status quo. I’m glad. =D. Enough tampo-tampo k? I’m preparing for the bar so you better not fight with me.. hehe..

"for all the nights and days we’ve shared together.. for all that yet to come".. those words are mine now.. *snigger*

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Our greatest fear is not that we are inadequate, but that we are powerful beyond measure. It is our light, not our darkness, that frightens us. We ask ourselves who am I to be brilliant, gorgoeus, handsome, talented and fabulous? Actually, who are you not to be? You are a child of God.Your playing small does not serve the world. There is nothing enlightened about shrinking so that other peoplewon’t feel insecure around you. We were born to make manifest the glory of God within us. It is not just in some; it is in everyone. And, aswe let our own light shine, we unconsciously give other people permission to do the same. As we are liberated from our fear, our presence automatically liberates other. — Marianne Williams

I’m glad it’s over. I can be myself again. *whew*

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Beautiful weather is in Manila today. It’s windy and not too sunny. Doesn’t look like rain either. How perfect. *sarcasm*

A very young, but very wise person told me once that "you meet the
worst kind of people during rebound". I wanted to argue and say that
it’s not true. Good thing I didn’t. He is so darned close to being
proven right.

I am seriously getting tired of the vicious cycle of breaking up and
getting back together again. I’ve got a million and one things on my
mind. 4 Bar Sundays in September. 7 subjects to review, barely 4 months
left to cram. A beach wedding in October. Documents i need to get
processed. The hot word war going on in school that is yet to die down.
And now this impending break-up.

I hate getting a text message that reads: "I’m sorry anabelle whats
happening sa atin. Hope to talk to you soon.. Goodnight". What does
that mean exactly? Again, you gotta hate technology. It makes
everything easy and ironically, complicated.

It’s not fun being thousands of miles away from the person you’re
dating. Yes, distance is such a challenge. I thought I’d found a way
around it with the short but sweet phone calls, IM’s, text messages. Up
until now, text messages i got from him are saved in a folder in my
phone that I could easily access when I felt sad, or lonely, or just
plain missing him. I’m in a heck of a drought. It’s a small sacrifice
I’m willing to go through for him.

But then what does a girlfriend do when she knows that he guy isn’t happy with her anymore?   
I can’t break up with him. I can’t even big myself to break his heart.
Again. I don’t really have a problem breaking hearts. I break
fastboy’s heart at least once a week. Eman’s more  than thrice a week.
Not HIM. He’s such a nice, sweet guy. It’s not about pity either and my
conscience isn’t kicking in. I know it doesn’t really show, but i do
love him like crazy, that’s why I can’t break his heart, again. I’d
rather he break mine instead. It takes so little to make him happy. I’d
like to give him that. More than that, I’d like him to be happy with me
but I don’t know how to do that. Not when I’m so far away and busy with
review.  *sigh*

The very young, but very wise young person met his current girlfriend
during rebound. While he was rebounding, he met me. What a coincidence.
I am the worst of this kind.

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